I Can Teach You, What The World Has Taught ME

Hmmm Life Lessons...

I would have to say I have had my share of slaps in the face in my life. I'm not going to try to push everything I have learned down your throat I'm just going to let you know my life, how I lived it and where it has taken me. What you take out of it is your choice. Thanks for reading. 

My life hasn't been a walk in the park its been quite hard and I admit at times I was the reason it got harder. In high school I was selfish and insecure. I didn't have any love for anything or anyone because I didn't feel love from anyone, which was all a lie. I hated everyone including my family and didn't believe in anything. Family life, relationships, and friendships were ruining my life I thought because I couldn't comprehend why exactly they had to be so hard and emotional. Why couldn't life be easy? Once I left high school I got one of the biggest slaps in my face. When my parents split it hurt but it was rapidly covered up. I had separated myself from everyone and thought that was the best choice. Secondly I had nothing to believe I felt alone in this cold world. Once I realized that what I was feeling was all BS, my mind and world was a hundred times bigger. I now know there is nothing more important then your family. I have all my faith in My Savior Jesus Christ, and I believe he is the one who saved me from the dark world I was in. I found the friends I can call whenever, wherever, friends for life. I have fallen in love with the guy of my dreams. I have a calm heart and a peaceful mind all because I chose to live the life worth living.

What We Do For Money$

     Recently I have noticed how much money chooses where we go and what we do. Most of us want to go to fun places and do fun things right? but not all of us are privileged "rich kids" so we have to work for our money. I value my time and I think that if Im not doing something I might as well be working or going to school. As a teenager/adolescent  I really don't mind where I work to get extra money but as an adult I have decided to promise myself I will follow my dream and become who I want to be and work where I want to work. I want to be able to wake up every morning and not be dreading going to work. I want to be able to put all me heart and effort into what I do and not only be thinking about how much money Im getting paid especially if it has to do with another person. I believe that if you do what you love you can live a happy life.

They Got You

Advertisement. There is so much I could say to this picture and the meaning of it to me. I think that advertisement has become a huge part of our culture. We have become accustomed to being run by people, there is not a lot of people who don't have any type of opinion because they chose to go with what everyone else is saying. I cant say I blame people because that's what we have become, followers. Our generation is full of "hype-beast" and just materialistic junkies that we don't have much to say about anything. I do think they have shaped us in a way that has just become natural to us. I don't feel like we think its something wrong, we simply just go with it. Who really knows what a holiday stands for anymore. Christmas is what it is because everyone puts Santa in their windows when it means so much more then that. Romance has become a huge materialistic term, we aren't satisfied with a nice gesture anymore or kind comment. Its what's in mans wallet and what they have in the miniature suede box. I cant say that its all necessarily their fault because we let it happen. Advertisement is so sneaky I bet your seeing some right now, be careful they are out to get you too! 

Reasons For My Success

Success is every ones goal, every ones "dream" but for me it has become my life. I have reached a point where sky is the limit. there is no looking back. I do this because i want to be the best i can be. I don't do it only for myself though i do it for these people as well. Read on and see who matters most to me. 

This women here is the most precious person in my life, My mother. She has always told me that I am going to be so special, that I am going to be the best. She has believed in me since day one. She is one of the major reasons I have continued on track and have tried to do the best I can. I don't know what I would do without her. She is the most beautiful person I have met and she is one the reasons for my success. 

Another big reason I have made my life all about success is because of my siblings. My siblings have had a very hard time in their lives and what they want most for me is to not make the mistakes they made. They have pushed me so hard to be the best I can be. They always make sure I know that they will be here for me "the baby" whenever I need them. They are an amazing support group and I know they will always be rooting for me. I love them so much and I do what I do to help them when they are in need. 

My friends have made a huge impact on my life. They have helped me in all my times of need. They have helped me understand why I need to be so successful. They have always encouraged me to be the person I have always wanted to be. I could never ask for better friends. They have been with me in my ups and downs, they will definitely be there when I reach my success. 

My cousin Vanessa has been a blessing in my life. She has brought God in my life and she helped me realize how beautiful life is with Him in it. She believes that He is going to do beautiful things with me and my life. She has really helped me get where I am today. By showing me God Vanessa has helped me get closer and closer to my success.

Angelina Marie is my beautiful niece. Angelina was my first niece and I helped my sister raise her and still am. I have made Angelina an extremely big part of my life. Angelina is like a daughter to me and I plan on teaching her the ways of life. I would never want to give her a bad example. I want to be Angelina's role model and I want her to know that it takes hard work to be successful but in the end there is always something at the finish line. 

Only You

All I see you is you, sitting there oh so blue, 

you sit and stay until its time to fly away.

The water shines like a brand new bike, 

the tsunami waves hit your face and bring you

back to life. 

Your lonely longing life takes you away, until 

you realize its a brand new day. 

Just a Simple Word

   Do you actually say your favorite word everyday or is your favorite word something that means more to you so you rather not wear it out? A simple word can make someones day or break someones heart its all about how you use the word.

    

    I've always thought about the things thats have happened in my life and I always thought they were mistakes, whenever I thought I did something wrong I would ask "Nicole why do you make so many mistakes?" but I have come to realize that I'm not making mistakes, life is just giving me another life "lesson". So if I were to tell you what my favorite word was, it would be lesson. 

The great thing about "life lessons" is they are free. 

5 Looks on a Book

Control- If there was no control there would be chaos. Everyone is OK with the world they are in because they are looked after but don't understand they are like robots. 

Sameness- Everyone in Jonas' world is the same they know its a rule to not be different but Jonas is very different, by the way he thinks and also his appearance.

Ignorance- The fact that they don't know a world outside of their own is crazy. They don't know anything else but what they have been forced to know. 

Pain- No one is this world knows pain, they have always been cared for and never had to worry about anything, if they lose a child all they have to do is sign a form to get a "new" one. 

Release- This isn't just any word we think that they mean they are taken out of the community but it really means death. They don't want the community to know what really goes on because if they did there would be the pain that isn't "allowed".